Note: This post is extremely vague, but writing it has helped me sort through my feelings.
Feelings of anger and bitterness well up in my heart, my being. I am tired of the "drama" in my life. I am tired of fighting these feelings. Sometimes, I want to pick up the phone and speak my mind to this person who has hurt my family members. But, then, a still small voice stops me. I know I'll just regret it. I think.
I am afraid the one who has acted badly for years will come out looking like the victim while another will be unjustly judged. But, then, I know it's all in God's hands.
It is in times like these my faith is tried. God has been faithful to show me His way is perfect. All things work together for good - in His time. I must remember that now.
Lord, help me to keep my eyes on You and trust Your will, Your plan, Your way. Man will fail me continually, but You are perfect. You are my Father. You are the Righteous Judge.
Day by day, hour by hour...giving it all to Him.